| so um im not good at keeping up with xanga
but the first person to leave me props wins a cookie. (sorry i know im cheating by bribing but oh well)
high school is over and i really don't feel like going into the whole 'emotional xanga entry about how high school is behind me and how it was such a major part of my life'. that sentence about sums it up.
things im looking forward to this summer....
kpca 2006......june the 12th
ny trip.....july the 12th
moving out of the house to the big city.....august the 27th
i miss my best friend.
i miss my boy friend. |
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but you can't break me. |
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| are you listening?
do you hear me?
no wait...
can you hear me?
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| my dear readers:
first of all....I AM BACK =D.
i haven't xanga'd in quite a while and i am not regretful of it. it
actually has freed up a lot of my time and given me chance to do a lot
of things.
ok so a lots happened since my last entry.
life has changed alot but i think i've done and have everything that i have ever wanted
i've gone to senior prom with my highschool sweetheart. something i only dreamed of at one point in my life.
i've got a new boyfriend and we've been together officially two months...unofficially longer. but that doesn't matter
right now i have never been happier and he makes me smile all the time.
i have finally committed myself to one college
i'm actually nervous and excited at the same time because i get to leave the georgia bubble and find myself in the real world.
and here is as real as it gets: new york city. the big apple.
that's right. i am going to be attending NYU in the fall. i'm so nervous and yet excited once again.
im finally leaving my mother and father who have fed me clothed me and
put up with me for eighteen years straight without rest. and they are
finally letting me go and i them.
big changes.
it's spring break now and i've been enjoying it so far spending time with my boyfriend friends and my family and also working.
my mother and i are taking a trip to helen georgia on thursday to just get some girl time alone. can't wait. eating on the river shopping and just chilling period.
my best friend is in daytona
without me unfortunately. i hope she's safe and having fun with her man
and her family. =D can't wait till she gets back because its not fun
enough without her.
ok well this is enough for a day. come visit me on xanga people
it actually took me some effort to come back to this.
smile.
allmylove.
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spankin edit. [april the seventh: one o' three in the am]
i went to helen. it was a lot of fun we've done about all we can do.
but i came home late again after i left home.
everyday this week i have arrived at my doorstep after midnight.
i need to keep playing until i leave. they need to understand.
work tomorrow yummy
and he's leaving tomorrow to GAsouthern for three days. boo.
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| so much has happened in the past week that i can't believe some of it myself.
lets start with the first week of my senior year.
the first week of school was definatley a fun but tough one, i have so much work set ahead of me. so much homework everyday i've had to keep up with. but i also got a chance to meet and hang out with a certain someone which made the pain of school a little more bearable. =D
i've really got to concentrate and do my best this year.
i saw people i haven't seen over the summer and it was real nice to see them again.
im already somewhat tired and worn out, but i've gotta keep up.
let's talk about life in general.
life couldn't be any better.
i've got friends who love and care for me. and it doesn't bother me that i've lost some of the people i thought really cared. but obviously you learn that lesson through experience.
you also learn what type of person you want to be with through experience too. second semester was living hell for me relationship wise and it took me a long time to get over it. but now i finally have and im much better for it.
i've learned from the mistakes i made then and now im just going with whatever comes along having as much fun as i can;
with the person who makes me smile each day.
the person i can say anything to and laugh with.
it's so real.
funny thing is i started to think that i had given up
and its funny how things work out just when you think that its all set in stone.
it's all so real
anyways darlings
here is miss bj's survey
(x) miss bJ
1. i remember when we first met when we were like in middle school we were all so very close and i remember thinking wow that girl has the coolest name EVER. now we're all grown and you are so gorgeous =DD
2. christina aguilera- beautiful
3. you are one of the sweetest girls i have ever met in my entire life. i don't know how you pull it off
4. well-rounded
5. i remember when i was eating with my mom at the mall recently i saw you and i was like dang that girl looks so freaking familiar :)
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